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Wednesday, March 16, 2011

All that Matters is what can Mend us

A year ago,i met across one of the most tragic events of my life.I managed to get my ankle broken and had to get surgery done.I cant believe its been a year already .I managed to recover in a matter of a month and I was back on my feet again.Till today I think I wouldn't have been able to stand up so quickly if i wasn't so positive about it.

In the past year I have been the some of the most extreme highs and lows in my life.How they overlap still amazes me!

I got a job with a great export house,where ive been able to get an exposure to the retail side of fashion.Ive learnt fabrics,textures,embellishments,patterns in much detail.The best part about this place is the people .They come from so many different backgrounds and have their own set of ideals & principles which always make a great discussion and debated over lunch.My head designer always has some great insights.Ive learnt so much by just observing my peers here,so that i can make better decisions in my life.

I fell in love.And decided to commit to someone for the long haul for the first time in my life.I was able to connect completely emotionally and trust enough to let down my guard.The best part - I found a friend.Maybe i don't wish to see u anymore but I still owe much to you for making me feel secure,loved and above all respect. I know what its is to love someone unconditionally,to be able to say you've hurt me and fooled me all along but I still appreciate.

On many occasions i have cursed my fate and never understood why Ive been put in stressful situations when i have made all the right choices. As my friend pixie told me yesterday ' when uve had a really bad phase, something good is always on the corner'.Especially if u deserve it.Karma can be quite a bitch,so don't fuck around with her.

Hope has been my best friend throughout. You really do get wht u want if believe enough.Though,no ones gonna hand it to you just like that.

I recently got an opportunity of a lifetime to be a part of fashion week for a net portal.I got to network with some of the best in the Media Business.To have a front row seat with the senior editors of the biggest publications is truly a dream come true.I finally feel like i can take my writing seriously and I have this blog to thank for developing those skills.

You'll fall a million times but its so worth it to dust it all off and give it another shot.Trust me !. Ive done it.Ive let my friends & family down on so many occasions,cause sometimes the decisions u make hurt them .But it take two minutes to talk to them and tell them You are Sorry.Never give up on the most important relationships in your life.Keep your ego aside and always try to be the bigger person.It feels so good when you can have a laugh again with someone u haven't spoken to in years.

Ill be going in to remove the screws by the end of June.Another crazy surgery!Cant wait!
I'm not always this positive, but I try to make the best of what I have.Even if its really really bad just imagine it as another fun ride!

2 comments:

reevester said...

loved the post K!

Kristel-Ann said...

thanks reevester.. do i know you?